saiditallbefore: Charlie Cale from Poker Face (Charlie Cale)
It's Yuletide season once again! The 2023 collection is full of gems, but the recs below are my absolute favorites.

11 recs in 8 fandoms )

Any faves in the collection I missed? <3
saiditallbefore: (Max Chapman)
Here are all my recs from both the main Yuletide collection and Yuletide Madness.

A League of Their Own (2022)


i know every mile would be worth my while
Esti Gonzalez
Rated G, 1.5k words
Esti's journey to the All-American Girls Professional Baseball League.

I Know You, Rider
Max Chapman & Carson Shaw
Rated G, 1.1k words
Max and Carson meet up on the road and chat about what has - and hasn't - changed since they last saw each other.
My gift!

i say you're space, you say i'm time
Max Chapman/Esther Warner
Rated E, 1.4k words
Being with Esther is the least-secretive Max has gotten to be about love in her life.

my kind's your kind
Max Chapman/Esther Warner
Rated T, 3.1k words
“‘S late, Max,” Esther says, her voice rough and rich and low. “Don’t be startin’ something you can’t finish.”
Max just presses in close, tucking her face beneath Esther’s jaw, mouth at her throat. She wraps her arm around Esther’s waist and after a moment Esther does the same, rucking up the billowy men’s dress shirt Max is wearing. For long minutes they just hold each other, and Max thinks, I never knew a person could feel like home.


Take Care
Greta Gill/Carson Shaw
Rated T, 1k words
Greta has rules and Carson does try to mind them.

there's no place like home
Jess McCready
Rated T, 1.4k words
It’s not like Moose Jaw, she thinks, looking around.
Jess starts to find her place in Rockford.


no gentlemen left
Beverly
Rated G, 1k words
Beverly looks after her girls.

A Little Princess


Magic Casements
Becky
Rated G, 5.6k words
Becky is the one who rescues Mr Carrisford's monkey, and so the one whom the Magic happens to instead.

Rajasi
Becky/Sara Crewe
Rated T, 2k words
Four princesses Becky met, and one she loved.

Birds of Prey (and the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn


sparring partners
Helena Bertinelli/Dinah Lance
Rated E, 2.1k words
“Yeah,” Helena grabs a water bottle, “No one to punch, gotta punch something. Otherwise I’ll never sleep.”
Dinah grins, “Some of us just jerk off.”


Carmilla


Küsse, Bisse
Carmilla/Laura
Rated M, 2.9k words
I must now admit the previously circulated account to be, in part, a work of fiction: The vampire who first became known to me as Carmilla survives, and I, at nineteen, gave my life to her.
Carmilla turns Laura, and the two retreat to Vienna.


Do Revenge


Dominos Cascading in a Line
Eleanor Levetan/Drea Torres
Rated M, 1.9k words
Treachery doesn't stop following Drea once she graduates high school. When a CEO at her internship threatens her chances at getting into Harvard Law, Drea pulls Eleanor back in to doing revenge.

orgasm mommy
Eleanor Levetan/Drea Torres
Rated E, 3.5k words
Drea’s never had an orgasm. Eleanor’s more than happy to show her.

the hell (it's better with you)
Eleanor Levetan/Drea Torres
Rated T, 3.9k words
“I have a 4.0, but it may shock you to learn that I do not understand the physics of time loops.”
“There has to be a reason this happened,” Eleanor presses, and Drea sighs.
“Maybe we’re just two toxic bitches, destined to annoy each other forever.”
Or: Eleanor and Drea get stuck in a time loop at the Admissions Party.


Dracula


Waiting Close the Approach of Morning
Ensemble
Rated T, 2.5k words
In the week before they depart for Varna, the Crew Light spends the time as best they can.

The Handmaiden


Freedom is a girl and a house
Hideko/Sook-hee
Rated T, 4.6k words
The rest of their lives comes a day at a time.

Ice Princess


un oiseau rebelle
Casey Carlyle/Gen Harwood
Rated T, 4.4k words
In a reversal of the plans originally laid out for them, Casey goes to Nationals and Gen goes to college. It's apparently surprisingly hard to fully step away from the ice, though, so when Casey clearly needs a hand with a program, Gen steps in to help out.

This is How You Lose the Time War


gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies
Blue/Red
Rated E, 4.8k words
Red and Blue try to have sex for the first time—but it turns out "sex" means something very different to Garden and the Agency.

warp to weft
Blue/Red
Rated G, 1.9k words
As we dance our steps in counterpoint across the braid, laying dormant threads we’ll cats-cradle into shape when our former shifts least expect, I find myself fantasizing that you are embroidering your pattern directly into my skin.

Wayne Family Adventures


If I'm Shining Everybody Gonna Shine
Duke Thomas
Rated G, 3.9k words
Duke is finally going to his first gala and needs some advice. The quality of advice some of his siblings give is questionable. Very questionable.

Katie, Bar the Door
Duke Thomas & Jason Todd, Jason Todd & Bruce Wayne
Rated T, 2.9k words
Duke's never been to a hockey game. Jason thinks that's a shame.

World's Okayest Detective
Bruce Wayne
Rated G, 2.6k words
Bruce tries to shake a present. Tries being the operative word.

Wheel of Time (TV)


Once and Future
Nynaeve al'Meara/Lan Mandragoran
Rated T, 8.7k words
When Lan reclaims the throne of Malkier, Nynaeve must decide what it means to be a Wisdom and what it means to go home.


Happy Yuletide!
saiditallbefore: (Carson Shaw)
There were a lot of excellent works in this year's Fic in a Box collection, but here are my favorites. I've marked the ones I received as gifts with a *.

A League of Their Own (2022)


60 Feet, 6 Inches
Lupe Garcia/Carson Shaw
Rated M, 3.4k words
Better that it wasn’t up to her to make the call, she supposed. Better that Carson was coach, not Lupe, right? Because Lupe wanted and wanted and wanted, and it was ugly and covetous and un-Christian. It sure as hell wasn’t ladylike.

Finding Myself (In Your Arms)
Max Chapman/Carson Shaw
Rated E, 5.6k words
Carson had the bus ticket in her hand before she could even really think it through. Everything - her whole life - felt completely wrong and completely right all at the same time.
She couldn't go home. She couldn't stay there. There was only one place she could go.
She needed to go see Max.


Carnival Row


Choices*
Tourmaline Larou
Rated M, 1.1k words
Tourmaline arrives in The Burgue and comes to terms with how limited her choices are here.

Good Things From Bad*
Tourmaline Larou/Rycroft Philostrate/Vignette Stonemoss
Rated E, 4.9k words
After the Fae are sequestered on Carnival Row, Tourmaline finds herself stepping beyond her role at the brothel into leadership, something made far easier by having two people to come home to.

Not So Terrible*
Tourmaline Larou & Rycroft Philostrate
Rated T, 1k words
A chance meeting on the Row leads Tourmaline to an unlikely and somewhat reluctant friendship with Philo.

Crossover Fandom


Interdimensional Parallels (Cat Edition)
Discworld x Star Wars
Death (Discworld) & Tooka Cats
Rated G
Art

Interdimensional Parallels (Witch Edition)
Discworld x Star Wars
Death & Original Dathomir Witch Character
Rated G
Art

Dark Matter


Perfect Combination*
Two/Android
Rated T
Art

with promises of stars*
Nyx/Two
Rated T, 3.4k words
"Android, have we heard anything yet?"
Nothing. Nyx swallows a curse. She already didn't like anything about having to sit around waiting for something to go wrong, and she likes it even less now that something probably has.


Dreaming of Sunshine


Fables
Aburame Chiyako & Nara Shikako
Rated T, 7.7k words
Where Chiyako decides that, while Shikako-sensei is super mega awesome, Chiyako doesn't need to be just like her (and everyone else is appalled at just how much Chiyako reminds them of her jounin sensei).

First Kill


Can't let go*
Calliope Burns/Juliette Fairmont
Rated T, 2k words
Months after their fight, Juliette and Cal still share dreams occasionally, and eventually Cal realizes she can't hate Juliette because she still loves her.

Gravity Falls


The Mystery of the Refilling Candy Bowl
Jesus "Soos" Alzamirano Ramirez & Wendy Corduroy, Wendy Corduroy & Stan Pines
Rated G, 4k words
A strange bowl full of candy appears at the Mystery Shack. Everyone knows Stan would never give out things for free - so Wendy, Soos and Stan himself work together to find out what's really going on.

Naruto


Just Like "TT"
Tenten
Rated G
Dress Up Game

Original Work


Cute bear emojis
Rated G
Bear emojis

Exchange in Limbo
Desperate Exchange Mod Who Finds Entrance To Underworld & Pinch Hitter Who Died Before Posting
Rated G, 10k words
A rookie exchange mod, in over their head, resorts to desperate measures to ensure their exchange finally reveals. But will they be able to successfully find their way in the underworld?

Devil's in the Defaults
Desperate Exchange Mod Who Finds Entrance To Underworld & Pinch Hitter Who Died Before Posting
Rated T, 2.9k words
“Are you here to torture me?”
“Worse.” The woman's frazzled eyes locked onto hers after only a brief scan around the cell. "Your pinch hit is late.”


Sense8


Community
Amanita Caplan/Nomi Marks
Rated T, 1k words
Nomi wants every sensate to have the opportunity to feel like they're part of a community.

Star Wars


Bond
Leia Organa & Luke Skywalker
Rated G
Art

Lando
Lando Calrissian
Rated G
Art

brightsideholiday's Hearts In The Storm broadcasts [Holonet Document Archive Item 24.09485.11]
Original Characters, Obi-Wan Kenobi/Asajj Ventress
Rated G, 2k words
In-Universe RPF
A series of entries in the personal log of ""brightsideholiday"", a node in the Coruscant public holonet directory, with reply threads.

And Stars in the Sky
Leia Organa & Luke Skywalker
Rated G, 1k words
After the fall of the Empire, Luke and Leia go to Naboo to learn about their mother.

somewhere they're meeting on a pinhead
Poe Dameron/Rey
Rated T, 3.3k words
“How did you end up here, anyway?”
“What, with Han?” Rey glanced back just long enough to see Poe nod. “I stole the Falcon.”
“Funny.”
Rey smirked into the electrical panel. “I’m serious. From a junk trader on Jakku.”
---
Five times Han brought Rey to help the Resistance, and one time she decided to join them.


May the Force Be With You (You'll Need It)
Mace Windu
Rated T, 1.9k words
Master Yoda suggests Mace get himself on the hot new dating holonet site. Mace experiences all the complications of dating while in a star war.

Negative Static Stability
Leia Organa & Darth Vader, R2-D2 & Darth Vader
Rated G, 8k words
"negative static stability": after a disturbance, an aircraft will not return to the initial state, but will deviate further and further from it in the new direction. That is, generally, a very bad thing.
(Or is it?)
---
Little Leia accidentally stows away on Darth Vader's shuttle.


The Normal Excellence of Long Accomplishment
Padmé Amidala & Eirtaé & Rabé & Sabé & Saché & Yané
Rated G, 6k words
A Naboo legislator suggests that there is something rotten among politicians from Naboo, and Padmé's handmidens start an investigation. But can they all be trusted?

Stardew Valley


Junimos
Rated G
Art/Coloring Page

Cohabitation
Elliott & Krobus
Rated G, 4.1k words
Epistolary
WANTED:
Roommate to share one-bedroom domicile. Ocean view, bracing atmosphere, perfect for someone looking to get away from it all. Must have a high tolerance for dampness and humidity. Non arachnophobes preferred. Contact Elliott for further details.
Or, Elliott gets a roommate who's a bit more mysterious than he anticipated.


The Blue Castle


Time After Time
Barney Snaith/Valancy Sterling
Rated M, 10k words
The first time it happened, Valancy put it down to her heart.

The Locked Tomb


Most Thoroughly Dead
Original Eighth House Character
Rated T, 1k words
Epistolary
The history behind how Gideon discovered dirty magazines.

The Cavalier's Marriage Season and other first drafts by Palamedes Sextus
Camilla Hect/Palamedes Sextus
Not Rated, 1.3k words
He read and reread The Necromancer’s Marriage Season. He had attempted to decipher the book using every code he knew and several he invented, to pass the time, just in case the book held some deeper meaning. It did not.
His turn to romance writing was, tragically, inevitable.


The Old Guard


no doubt in my mind where you belong
Andromache/Quynh
Rated E, 2.2k words
Of all the times Quynh had marked her, this one might be Andy's favorite.
saiditallbefore: Calliope and Juliette from First Kill kissing (First kill)
The latest round of Seasons of Drabbles is open! Here are some of my favorites. (Fics with a * next to them are the ones I received as gifts.)


Doctor Who
His Reputation Precedes Him
Jack Harkness/Donna Noble, rated G
The Doctor did warn Donna that Jack was a giant flirt

First Kill
circulation*
Calliope Burns/Juliette Fairmont, rated G
Juliette and Calliope meet again at college... and end up in a cemetery, alone.

Little Women
Between Whose Glories*
Nan Harding/Bess Laurence, rated G
There was indeed a lot to study in Rome. But there's also more to learn at home.

The Locked Tomb
Ankylosis
Harrowhark Nonagesimus, rated G
Harrowhark sits in her library and reads.

The Old Guard
try
Andy/Nile Freeman, rated E
Andy wants it rough.

Only Murders in the Building
Fanfiction
Oliver & Mabel, rated G
Olivers discovers the fandom on AO3

Pride and Prejudice
Repose
Kitty Bennet/Georgiana Darcy, rated G
Georgiana is set to come out at last, but reservations remain.

Star Wars
Kindling
Jyn Erso & Saw Gerrera, rated G
The man in white stalked Jyn's dreams.

Shatterpoint
Mace Windu, rated G
The window shattered. Electricity coursed through him. Blinding pain. And then sky, wind, spiralling into nothingness.
Mace Windu opened his eyes.


So Yesterday*
Enfys Nest/Qi'ra, rated T
It works. For now.
saiditallbefore: (Nynaeve)
I'm still going through the Wheel of Time tag for some of my favorite fanworks! I previously posted my favorites here and here.

I have not read the books, so I did not include any fics that required book knowledge to enjoy. There are spoilers ahead for season 1 of the show.

Moiraine/Siuan


Pearl Diving by [archiveofourown.org profile] TheMarvelousMadMadamMim
rated E, 5.5k words
After more than two years, Moiraine has returned. Siuan is reminded of who they are, and who they've been.
1x06 missing scene. Angsty smut.

Penance by [archiveofourown.org profile] LostBerryQueen
not rated, 704 words
“You asked if you had been forgiven.” Siuan’s hand trailed leisurely down Moiraine’s body. She let it linger in the small of her back. “I think you still have a penance to pay.”
Missing scene from episode 1x06. Scorching hot.

Something Bitter In The Sweetness by [archiveofourown.org profile] Kapua
rated E, 4.1k words
Siuan leads Moiraine inside, and she thinks her heart breaks all over again when she sees the way that Moiraine won't look at her. She knows where Moiraine's mind has gone, knows the darkness that is settling over her and threatening to drag her down into its depths, and she vows to do everything in her power to try to hold it back even a little while longer. To convince Moiraine that she is still every bit as worthy no matter whether she can channel or not.
or
Siuan goes to Moiraine in Tear after the finale.

Post 1x08 angst, plus art and smut.

The Night Is All That's Left by [archiveofourown.org profile] Kapua
rated T, 6.5k words
"Please don't hate me."
Lan frowns down at Moiraine as she speaks. He might still be angry with her—infuriated, even—but he could never dream of hating her. She is the other half of his soul, his heart made manifest in flesh and blood outside of his body. Seeing her like this is more painful than any injury he could sustain to his own person.
or
Three nights following the season finale.

Hurt/comfort focused on Moiraine after that season finale. Also includes some very good Lan & Moiraine and Nynaeve & Moiraine feelings, plus art!

Lan/Nynaeve


Like You Drown Oceans by [archiveofourown.org profile] LettersfromLaika
rated M, 13.6k words
Before, during, and after. Little snippets and filler scenes of Nynaeve and Lan throughout Season 1 of The Wheel of Time.
Missing scenes with Nynaeve during season 1, plus speculation for what comes next. I love how this continues to build on her relationship with Lan, and on how it builds on her character as a whole.

Red Silk by [archiveofourown.org profile] kaasknot
rated G, 5k words
"This day was almost over, and thank the Light for that. Lan hadn't had much time to process what had happened in the cave, thrown straight from miracle into clean-up, but his body certainly hadn't forgotten. Weariness sank its teeth in his bones."
Post 1x04. Pining and haircare.

Miscellaneous


Bandage and Braid by [archiveofourown.org profile] zychek
Egwene & Perrin, rated G, 1k words
Perrin and Egwene fix each other with what they have to hand.
Episode tag to 1x05.

Can't Hear You Now by [archiveofourown.org profile] homecriticismchef
Logain, Nynaeve, rated G, 200 words
Two drabbles for two people left with silence where there used to be sound.
On losing their connection to the Source.

Ceremony by [archiveofourown.org profile] atarynnosaurus
Lan/Moiraine, rated E, 4.8k words
With the synchronicity of battle, they inhale, a tension pulling their bodies apart, just so. In that brief space of suspended time and distance, they take the chance to bare each other. Then as they exhale, their bodies meet again, skin to skin. The sudden bright feeling of it is almost scalding, after the indifferent barrier of their clothing, but she wraps her arms around him at once, gathering him to her, drawing him as close as she can while they remain within their own bodies.
Post 1x04. Thank-the-Light-we're-alive sex.

Coat Made of My Leather by [archiveofourown.org profile] BurgerBurgerBurger
Alanna/Liandrin, rated E, 8.1k words
Heat blooms across Liandrin's cheeks. Alanna's perennial mocking gnaws at her stomach like a dog with a bone, and Liandrin counts herself a fool for letting this conversation last as long as it has.
Episode 1x05. Beautifully characterized, and I love that they have their own complicated relationship that isn't about Moiraine (except for the times when it is about Moiraine).

Some Wheels Break by [archiveofourown.org profile] ofredandgold
Original Character, rated G, 1.6k words.
She’s in training to become Aes Sedai, and Aes Sedai are women.
Everyone knows that.
(Or: growing up transgender when you don’t even know what that is.)

A nice bit of worldbuilding for such a strictly gendered magic system.

The Wisdom of the Two Rivers by [archiveofourown.org profile] kaasknot
Loial & Nynaeve, rated G, 3k words
There was an ogre in the White Tower gardens.
1x05 missing scene, on how Nynaeve and Loial met. There are not enough fanworks about Loial yet, and this one is fantastic.

To The End by [archiveofourown.org profile] atarynnosaurus
Lan & Moiraine, rated T, 4.7k words
'A quip in her mouth, and a smirk on her lips, she had taken his hand in hers, squeezing and slowly pulling back. Her face had fallen when she had stared at her own hand and found his blood staining it. Blood she had just bidden to return to his body. From a wound she had willed to heal. She had stared at that hand for far too long, her body rigid, her face set, and they had all noticed it.'
Post 1x08. Hurt/comfort.

Woe is We by [archiveofourown.org profile] atarynnosaurus
Lan & Siuan, rated G, 3.7k words
'Lan bowed deeply as he entered the study, hands clasped behind his back in a traditional military pose, eyes lowered respectfully, “Amyrlin,” he murmured quietly.
“Oh bugger that,” Siuan snapped, kicking the chair beside her to angle it towards him, “There’s no-one here but us, so leave your formality and arse kissing at the door and come take a seat, will you?"'

A nice look at the relationship between Lan & Siuan, brought together by their shared mission and their love for Moiraine.
saiditallbefore: (Nynaeve)
I collected some of my favorite Wheel of Time fics that had been posted after episode 1x04 here and now that the whole season has aired, I'm posting some more!

I have not read the books, so I did not include any fics that required book knowledge to enjoy. There are spoilers ahead for season 1 of the show.

Moiraine/Siuan


how time advances by [archiveofourown.org profile] kathryne
rated E, 2k words
An unexpected encounter on the road, a moment of weakness far from Tar Valon, and Moiraine is forced to confront the depths of her longing for Siuan.
Pre-canon angst.

let me sleep, i am tired of my grief (and i would like you to love me) by [archiveofourown.org profile] closertoheavenn
rated T, 1k words
For the first time in nearly two years, Moiraine dreams.
In her dream, there is a river, and a house. A wooden cottage that glows golden in the bright light of the sun, attached to a small, rustic pier stretching into white water weaves, flowing threads within the river, amid rocks crowned with verdant moss. Moiraine is certain she has never been there, but somehow, the place has an odd familiarity to it.

Episode 1x06. Beautiful and wistful.

Lan/Nynaeve


An Unexpected Bond by [archiveofourown.org profile] femmenoire
rated M, 1.4k words
After Nynaeve heals Lan, she can feel him.
Post 1x05. Masturbation.

Intricate Rituals by [archiveofourown.org profile] UniqueChimera
rated G, 331 words
It was no wonder, Lan thought, that Nynaeve was such a capable channeler. She had been crafting weaves with her hair for years before she knew she had the spark.
A fluffy bit of future-fic.

Pursuing Choices by [archiveofourown.org profile] Merfilly
rated M, 618 words
Moiraine, knowing they have time, sends Lan to Nynaeve and reaps the reward with him.
Masterbation, voyerism.

Stay by [archiveofourown.org profile] femmenoire
rated M, 875 words
Hey. Stay. And after.
Episode 1x07. What happened during the fade-to-black.

Rand/Mat


Could Do Better by [archiveofourown.org profile] markantonys
rated T, 1.5k words
He’d been waiting approximately eighteen hours for Mat to apologize but he still hadn’t, so even though Mat had been in the wrong, Rand finally acknowledged it was up to him to make peace.
But he wasn’t sure why his peace offering ended up being, “Dana thought we were a couple.”

A dash of fake relationship. I love these two morons.

Unsaid by [archiveofourown.org profile] markantonys
rated G, 990 words
“Mat! Mat!” Rand yelled, but it was too late. The open field was gone. Mat was gone. The only thing before him now was rocky darkness.
Episode tag for 1x06

Lan & Moiraine


A Sword-Arm and Confidant by [archiveofourown.org profile] xylodemon
Lan & Moiraine, rated G, 1.4k words
"This wasn't the Last Battle," Moiraine confessed. She had miscalculated somewhere, misread the evidence she had so carefully compiled over the last twenty years. "I fear it was the first."
Post 1x08. Episode tag plus speculation.

I Miss You by [archiveofourown.org profile] aflawedfashion
Lan & Moiraine, rated G, 727 words
Lan and Moiraine return from the Blight, and Moiraine begins to feel the weight of what she's lost.
Episode tag for 1x08

Miscellaneous


After the Battle is Done by [archiveofourown.org profile] autumninfall
Rand, not rated, 1.9k words
Rand wanders off into the Blight after his fight against the Dark One, no plan in mind but to let everyone think he's dead. To let them be free of his now tainted touch.
Post 1x08, Rand is having a very bad time.

Alive by [archiveofourown.org profile] BakerKeen
Lan/Moiraine, rated E, 1.1k words
Later, neither one of them could say for sure who had kissed on the lips first. But after some soft hesitance, they slid closer together and kissed slowly, softly, searchingly. Lan cradled Moiraine’s head in his hands, and she wrapped her arms around him, drawing him close.
Episode 1x05. First time.

Snow and Blood (Something Impossible) by [archiveofourown.org profile] xylodemon
Rand & Moiraine, rated G, 1.4k words
Rand whispered, "It’s me," before he could lose his nerve.
Episode 1x07. Missing scene.

The Poisonous Words of a Sister by [archiveofourown.org profile] dreaminghour
Liandrin, T, 402 words
Though an Aes Sedai never lies, there is more than one way to interpret her words.
One interpretation on Moiraine's words to Liandrin in 1x06.
saiditallbefore: (Quynh)
I didn't read a lot this year, and most of what I did read was nonfiction. But here is the handful of f/f books I read in 2021.

Historical


Diamonds & Pearls by Vesper St. Clair
Historical Romance, Novella
Rating: 4/5

This was a fun and very hot novella set in the Jazz Age Manhattan about an heiress and a jewel thief. I haven’t read the other books in this series, but I didn’t need to— this one stood alone.

Speculative Fiction


Founders Trilogy #1: Foundryside by Robert Jackson Bennett
Fantasy
Rating: 5/5

The worldbuilding in this trilogy is like nothing I’ve ever encountered— magic is more akin to a programming language than anything else, and it’s fascinating! And this is all set against a city ruled by four ruthless families with unthinkable wealth and citizenry who live in unfathomable poverty. The f/f is a subplot, as the main plot is a heist to save the city, but I loved it (and wasn’t expecting it!)

Founders Trilogy #2: Shorefall by Robert Jackson Bennett
Fantasy
Rating: 4/5

More of everything I enjoyed in Foundryside! The worldbuilding expands and is fascinating— I wasn’t 100% enthralled with everywhere it went, but I was along for the ride— and the f/f relationship was very sweet. I’m just disappointed that the third book isn’t available yet!

Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

Rating: 5/5

This is (of course) the sequel to Gideon the Ninth. I don’t even know how to properly talk about this book. It’s brain-breaking and fun. It plays with format in completely unexpected ways. You’ve probably already read it, but if you haven’t, you should. (Read Gideon first!)

Malice by Heather Walter
Fantasy, Fairy Tale Retelling
Rating: 5/5

A retelling of Sleeping Beauty from the witch’s point of view. This has been done before, but I liked this version— it’s a fascinating setup about how magic works, about the bond between Alyce and Aurora, and about what drives Alyce to her later actions. It’s the first in a duology, so the book is really more of a prequel to the fairytale— I’m interested to see how the second book will play out.

Moontangled by Stephanie Burgis
Fantasy, Novella
Rating: 3/5

A frothy novella about a misunderstanding, fey trickery, and magic. Juliana is studying to be a magician, and her fiance Caroline is a budding politician, but after a misunderstanding leads them to break their engagement, they have to work together to escape from the fey and return to their own realm.

It’s extremely short and I’m not sure the plot makes very much sense, but it was a fun, quick read.

Young Adult


Girl, Serpent, Thorn by Melissa Bashardoust
Fantasy, Fairy Tale
Rating: 3/5

I got so frustrated with this book that at one point, I put it down for a few months before picking it back up again. But I did pick it up again, so.

This is a beautifully written original fairy tale, about a girl whose very touch is poisonous and her search for freedom— and for someone who she can trust. It’s exactly the kind of story that appeals to me. But in this case, I got incredibly frustrated with the main character. Soraya makes incredibly bad decisions, over and over again— and that’s not bad in and of itself. I like difficult characters, especially when they’re women! But none of Soraya’s bad decisions are bad in interesting ways; they’re just frustrating, and this is made worse by the fact that she is almost always being deceived by at least one person close to her.

There’s a lot to like here, but I didn’t love it.

The Scapegracers
Paranormal, Fantasy
Rating: 5/5

This is the story about an outcast teenage lesbian witch who makes friends with the popular girls and forms a coven with them…and the popular girls don’t turn out to be evil! It turns a few standard YA tropes on its head, which definitely kept it fresh. The friendships between all the girls were sweet, the magic was super fun, and the book was appropriately spooky and a real page-turner. Once again, I’m ready for the sequel!
saiditallbefore: (Dinah BOP 2020)
The Yuletide 2021 collection is open, and here are my favorites from both the main and Madness collections!


Baby-Sitters Club (Netflix)


Kristy's First Kiss
Stacey McGill/Kristy Thomas, rated T, 3k words
Kristy hasn't seen her friends since they all left for college. She didn't expect Stacey to be wearing shoes with such weird high heels. Or pants that were so shiny and tight. It's not like Kristy understands fashion anyway. But still...Stacey's hair is awfully pretty.
Futurefic

you can be who you are any day of the week
Stacey McGill/Mary Anne Spier, rated G, 7.6k words
It was becoming a thing. A professional hazard, to be sure, but it was starting to be ridiculous. Every single person in the BSC has now come out to Mary Anne. Everyone, that is, except for Stacey, and of course, as is Mary Anne’s luck, that’s the one person she wishes would. Of course she’s crushing on the one straight girl. Just her luck.

Or, Mary Anne is an advice columnist for the Stoneybrook Middle School paper, and nobody in the Baby-Sitters Club is straight.


Beware of the Villainess!


A Really Exciting Way To Start A Camping Trip
rated G, 1.9k words
Melissa invites Yuri on a camping trip, but when the day comes she doesn't show up. Instead Nine and Yona do, days late and with concerning news.
One of my gifts!

Birds of Prey (And the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn)


all that I want (is taking it easy)
Helena Bertinelli/Dinah Lance, not rated, 1.6k words
"Right," Dinah says, low enough not to be overheard, "so the way I'm reading this is: we can either fight our way past ten guys, or we can pretend you're my girlfriend or something. Which way you wanna go?"

Don't Let Me Out Of Your Sight
Dinah Lance/Harley Quinn, rated E, 2.3k words
Harley returns to Gotham pay a visit to Dinah.
PWP.

drive it like you stole it
Dinah Lance/Harley Quinn, rated E, 2.3k words
"I know what an aphrodisiac is, Harley," Dinah snapped.
Sex pollen, car sex

someone who knows how to ride
Helena Bertinelli/Dinah Lance, rated E, 2.1k words
Without looking, Helena drops her hand to Dinah’s foot, pushing up her cuff to wrap her hand around her ankle, her palm hot against Dinah’s skin

Circe - Madeline Miller


Empty, Filled with Air
Circe/Penelope, not rated, 1.9k words
Penelope was a fixed star. Alternate ending where Penelope travels with Circe after Aiaia.

Fear Street (Netflix)


even though I might, even though I try
Sam Fraser/Deena Johnson, rated T, 2.3k words
"Hey," Sam said, nudging Deena's shoulder as they began the trek back. "What are you gonna do when we get out of Shadyside?"
"Sam. We're not getting out of Shadyside. It's-"
"-fucked, yeah, I know. Work with me here, Deena. If we got out of Shadyside. What would you do?"
-
Sam and Deena are looking forward to their future together, until they're not.

Pre-canon.

Florasis "Sapphic Lipstick" Commercial


Memories of You
OFC/OFC, rated G, 3.2k words
When Qi Xiaxia touched the stranger's hand, the memories came flooding back.
Reincarnation.

Galaxy Quest


Boys Go To Jupiter
rated G, 3.9k words
The government has questions about what happened at the Galaxy Quest convention. Does Gwen have the answers? Maybe not, but at least she can act like it.

Five Times Laliari Stayed Quiet, and One Time She Didn't
Fred Kwan/Laliari, rated G, 4.7k words
Canon-compliant backstory for Laliari.

Gunpowder Milkshake


four moments of an explosion
Anna May/Florence/Madeleine/Scarlet, rated T, 2.9k words
Scarlet, her daughter, the women she loves. She's doing the best she can.

Ice Princess


you can't start a fire without a spark
Casey Carlyle/Gen Harwood, rated G, 1k words
Gen and Casey go a Totally 80s themed party in college.
Post-canon, get-together.

Jennifer's Body


find me in the dark, find me here again
Jennifer Check/Needy Lesnicki, rated E, 6.3k words
Jennifer laughs, a lilting, tinkling sound. “It’s not for a class, silly. Remember the night we met, at the party? With that boy on the deck?”
Needy’s whole body goes cold. Of course she remembers. No one’s seen him for weeks.
-
Or: Jennifer and Needy don't meet until freshman year of college.


wait and watch the hours fall//in a hundred separate lines
Jennifer Check/Needy Lesnicki, rated E, 7.3k words
groundhog day lied. sometimes, there’s no right ending.
Time loop, time travel fix-it, time travel break-it.

Mage & Demon Queen


Rendezvous with a Chance of Rain
Malori Crowett/Velverosa, rated T, 711 words
Malori and Vel go on a date in the Elf Village to make up for their interrupted date. They didn't count on the rain.
Another gift for me!

moon's haunted (tweet)


Childhood Dreams Come True
rated T, 1k words
The view from the moon's orbit was beautiful. The stars were incredibly bright out here, and when Anice framed things just right, it looked like she was cradling the earth in her arms the same way she had cupped the moon in her hands as a child. The experience was unbelievable, breathtaking, everything she'd ever imagined and more. It was all of her childhood dreams come true.
It was also really fucking haunted.


Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells


Anomaly Counter
rated G, 9.4k words
On a routine cargo run, Murderbot and ART come across a wrecked ship.
A fantastic canon-style adventure.

Community building
rated G, 2.8k words
The humans think Murderbot should take a leadership role in the growing construct community on Preservation Station. Murdurbot thinks this might be a mistake …
Murderbot and the various free constructs that have come to live on Preservation.

Gratitude
rated G, 1.5k words
SecBots do not own things; they are owned. Murderbot owns itself and its collection of media; everything else is temporary. That is about to change.
A cute look at Murderbot, its relationship to media, and its relationship to humans.

Murderbot and Birthdays
rated G, 1.5k words
Murderbot does not have a birthday.

narrative context
ART & Murderbot, rated G, 7.3k words
"It gave me context for the emotions I was feeling, I managed not to say." -Exit Strategy

Peek-A-Boo - Red Velvet (Music Video)


Let Me In
rated M, 1k words
All of them like to play with the boys, but Yeri was the one who doubted this time. The final decision is hers.
Fun and creepy.


Sexiled: My Sexist Party Leader Kicked Me Out So I Teamed Up With a A Legendary Sorceress!


girls just want to have fun, but now I'm getting chased by assassins while wearing a wedding dress?!
Tanya Artemiciov/Laplace, not rated, 2.6k words
"OMG. I'm so happy for you girls!" Katherine exclaimed. "I always knew - but I didn't think - wait till I tell Nadine! Nadine! Nadine! Guess who's going to get married?"
Tanya blinked. Did she just say 'married'? She decided that she must have misheard.
(Spoiler alert: she did not mishear.)


Sunless Sea


Way Haul Away
rated T, 4.8k words
A zailor's first voyage upon the zee.

The Locked Tomb Series - Tamsyn Muir


glory and gore go hand in hand
Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus, rated T, 5.6k words
A blow-by-blow retelling of the avulsion trial in Gideon the Ninth from Harrow's perspective.

Hooters Across the Houses
Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus, rated T, 5.1k words
Dear BladeBabe9, I read your story. You sound single lmao - Necr0mantic

momentary
Camilla Hect/Palamedes Sextus, rated T, 436 words
Camilla was protective. No, scratch that: she was, perhaps, overprotective. He could see the logic she was working under, watching cogs turn as she stared at him.

the mortifying ordeal of liking Harrow
Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus, rated T, 1k words
A pool interstitial where Gideon has an "oh. OH!" moment

thought that love was a kind of emptiness
Harrowhark Nonagesimus/Ianthe Tridentarius, rated E, 9.3k words
The first time that Ianthe sees Harrowhark Nonagesimus, Reverend Daughter of Drearburh and Heir to the House of Ninth, she seems like an unremarkable little twit with some idiotic face paint.
Soulmate-identifying marks AU.

The Princess Bride


Life's Little Quirks
Buttercup/Westley, rated G, 6.5k words
Lord, we know what we are, but know not what we may be.
After the events of the movie, our heroes come up with a new plan.

The Wilds


a place to rest your head
Dot Campbell/Fatin Jadmani, rated T, 4k words
“How the fuck?” is all Dot can manage as Fatin closes the door behind her and tiptoes over to the bed, slipping a bag off her shoulder and sliding to sit cross legged opposite her, knees to knees.
“What,” Fatin says. “You don’t think I can charm a guard or two? Please. It’s my best bitch’s birthday. I had to.”
-
Three vignettes along Dot and Fatin's storyline, past and future.



Take a look at some of these and give the authors some love!
saiditallbefore: (Default)
Happy Valentine's Day! Here are my recs from Chocolate Box 2021.

Bridgerton (TV)


Quardrill
Daphne Bridgerton/Penelope Featherington, rated G
Fanart

dorothea - Taylor Swift


Neon Black
Dorothea/Narrator, rated G, 2.1k words
We sit together in my car in the abandoned parking lot, humid air seeping through open windows, and wonder why the people we loved didn’t love us back.

The Goblin Emperor


give us a little love
Csethiro Ceredin/Maia Drazhar, rated G, 3.4k words
After her father had foolishly backed the Tethimada in a failed coup against Varenechibel IV, Csethiro had to marry the Emperor's unloved fourth son and join him in relegation. She was prepared to endure any hardship for the sake of her family, but the reality of their first meeting proved to be very different from her expectations.

Locked Tomb Trilogy


in a new light
Gideon Nav/Harrowhark Nonagesimus, rated G
Fanart
When you've snuck the key ring away from your sleeping cavalier and left her a bossy note, but you pause for a long minute to stare at her like a creep before abandoning her to wander aimlessly around Canaan House for days (while you dick around in a basement by yourself).

Marvel Cinematic Universe


Matt <3 Mars
Loki & Matt Damon, rated G, 1.2k words
More than a year after The Martian, Matt Damon is still a little bit obsessed with Mars. And space. And anything that will give him a chance to get back there. (Okay, so he's actually a lot obsessed.)
One of the two gifts I received!

What If, What If, What If...
Carol Danvers/Maria Rambeau, rated G, 677 words
Carol doesn’t know how long she stays there, just hovering outside the moon’s gravitational pull, staring at the planet before her.

Original Works


curse swallower
Cursed Female Knight/Swamp Witch, rated T
Fanart, partial nudity
"I can take your curse, for a price."

Of Upright Conversation
Shy Bookish Victorian Woman/Dashing Victorian Lady Fencer, rated G, 1.7k words
She is small and habitually very still, with the kind of soft brown hair and rounded cheek that men praise as the epitome of English womanhood and forget five seconds later.
Florence cannot stop noticing Miss Drakely.


Panacea
Sickly Monarch/Their New Arranged Spouse, rated T, 1k words
They had not expected the woman King to survive; even less had they expected her foreign bride.

rain comes dancing to the earth
Female Ghost/Governess, rated T, 2.7k words
Miss Ida Marchmont was the sixth governess to arrive at the manor house, and the villagers were prepared for her swift departure: the house was haunted, or so it was said, and not a single governess could reside there long without being fairly terrorised out of her mind.
Miss Ida Marchmont did not leave.


Star Wars


A Taste of What Could Be
Kylo Ren/Rey, rated T, 1k words
Jakku had no holidays.

A Tatooine Rainstorm
Leia Organa & Shmi Skywalker, rated G, 1.7k words
Leia meets a ghost.

Debts No Honest Man Can Pay
Kylo Ren/Rey, rated T, 8.1k words
After returning from the dead, Ben discovers nothing is more awkward than trying to make friends with people he once tried to kill -- except maybe learning to live alongside the memories of the ones he did kill.

The Wind Is Never Weary
Jyn Erso & Mara Jade, rated G, 958 words
Whenever the Emperor came to visit Papa and to see the progress on the weapon, he always brought a little girl with him, a few years younger than Jyn.

Stardew Valley


all else is surely desert
Emily/Sandy, rated G, 1k words
Emily loves meeting new people, but she's never met anyone quite like Sandy.

An Exercise in Human Anatomy
Haley/Leah, rated T, 2.4k words
Leah needs a model.

in the forest
Haley/Leah, rated G
Fanart

Lush & Verdant
Haley/Leah, rated M, 850 words
Haley asks Leah to model nude for her.

moor tonight in thee
Haley/Krobus, rated G, 2.9k words
Haley is pretty sure there's something living in the sewer, and she's going to find out what's down there, no matter how scary it is.
Turns out he isn't as scary as she thought. Kinda sweet, actually.


still to be ours
Maru/Penny, rated G, 588 words
Maru wakes up one rainy morning in bed with Penny, full of dreams.

The Wilds


Our Life Is Not A Movie or Maybe
Dot Campbell/Fatin Jadmani, rated T, 4.2k words
A spur of the moment decision on live TV turns Dot's life from a survival movie into a romantic comedy.
This is another one of my fantastic gifts!
saiditallbefore: (Quynh)
I actually got this post up in a timely manner this year!

I try to read a lot of books with f/f, and what I read ranges pretty wildly: contemporary romance to sci-fi, YA to adult, KU exclusive self-pubbed to traditionally published bestsellers. My ratings here are based on my personal enjoyment which varies pretty wildly.

Contemporary Romance


Chasing Sunset by Missouri Vahn
Contemporary Romance
Rating: DNF

There was nothing particularly wrong with this book; I just got bored and returned it to the library instead of finishing it. Maybe if I'd been in a different mood, it would have been a different story.

Cinders by Cara Malone
Contemporary Romance
Rating: 3/5

A contemporary romance heavily influenced by Cinderella, where our Cinderella character is a firefighter who has never quite been able to please her overbearing stepmother and stepbrother or her timid father, and our Prince Charming character is an heiress on the cusp of inheriting a family business and property from her father. It's a bit simplistic, and I'm not really a fan of stories where one or both of the characters have been pining after the other since they were children or teenagers, but I did like Cinderella as a hot butch firefighter who got to hunt down an arsonist.

Edge of Glory by Rachel Spangler
Contemporary Romance, Sports Romance
Rating: 4/5

A sports romance in which a snowboarder nearing the end of her career and a skier recovering from a major injury train for the Olympics together. In someone else's hands, I could easily have been put off by the interpersonal conflicts that drove most of the story-- the heroines were stubborn, often refused to work together or communicate, and sometimes refused to listen to each other for petty reasons. All things that drive me crazy in many romances! But in Spangler's hands, it was clear that those were flaws, and the characters changed and grew together for the better by the end.

And, on a side note, all of the secondary characters were absolutely fantastic.

Pretend Girlfriend by Lily Craig
Contemporary Romance
Rating: 3/5

A socialite pays a normal woman to pretend to be her girlfriend at her cheating ex's wedding. It's exactly what it says on the tin-- and it's delicious. There were times when I thought the socialite character was a bit shallow or unlikable, but for the most part, I was along for the ride.

Fantasy/Science Fiction


Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi
Science Fiction
Rating: 3/5

For about 75% of this book, this was a 5/5 book. I really loved the world that was introduced, with the tension between the scientific and the mystical. I loved Alana, our main character, her strained relationship with her sister, Nova, and her growing romance with Tev, the ship's captain. (I was a bit annoyed that it took so long for Alana to be informed that Tev and her partner were polyamorous, and that Alana definitely wasn't misreading signals, but eh. I could overlook that.)

But a lot of that was overshadowed by the ending. I'm not going to get too deep into spoilers here, but suffice to say that the author decided to get overly clever and put in unnecessary twists, and I think that put a damper on what was otherwise a fun romp.

Burning Roses by S.L. Huang
Fairytale Retelling, Fantasy, Novella
Rating: 3/5

Hmm. I think I liked the idea of this one more than the execution: Rosa (Little Red Riding Hood) and Li Hou the Archer, now middle-aged women burdened by the mistakes of their past, team up to stop sunbirds from ravaging the countryside. But the execution felt kind of weak to me. I would have liked more focus on Li Hou-- I'm not familiar with the legend she comes from-- but we spent the bulk of the novella in Rosa's head, and most of the references in her backstory are to fairytales common in the Western canon, which got a little bit trite. Both Li Hou and Rosa have wives, and one of the main threads of the story is about family and about trying to reconcile with the mistakes they've made.

It's really nicely written and I really wish I liked it more than I did.

Competence by Gail Carriger
Steampunk, Paranormal
Rating: 4/5

I've read most of Carriger's steampunk books, and every one of them is a delightful romp. And I was delighted to have a full-length one with a f/f romantic subplot!

This is actually the third in the Custard Patrol series, so I was familiar with the main cast-- and thrilled that the book mostly centers around the Tunstell twins and Prim's romance with Tasherit. But honestly, I think the romance was overshadowed by exactly how much I loved the Primrose-and-Percy show: they're very believable as twins who adore each other but also get on each other's last nerve and don't quite understand each other-- and then have complete faith in each other to outshoot or out-talk their latest enemies. Overall, it was just fun.

Doctor Aphra by Sarah Kuhn
Science Fiction, Tie-In, Audiodrama
Rating: 5/5

This is a full-cast audiodrama*, featuring a the titular Doctor Chelli Lona Aphra, and a tie-in to the greater Star Wars universe. I'd heard excellent things about Aphra's appearances in the Vader comics, and then her own run in the Aphra comics, but I still haven't had a chance to read those. But I am definitely going to check those out sooner than anticipated, because this was a great introduction to her!

Aphra is more than a little sociopathic, and above all, she's only out to get rich and make a name for herself. But she's also just plain fun, and her ruthlessness just makes her moments of vulnerability just that much more sweet. (The fact that that vulnerability is most often on display when she's talking about her ex-girlfriend, Sana Starros, is even better!)

*I feel a little weird about putting an audiodrama on this list, but it's being marketed and sold as an audiobook-- to the point that it took me a while to realize that it didn't have a print version, too.

The Fate of Stars by SD Simper
Fantasy
Rating: DNF

I really liked the idea of this one, with the dark fantasy elements and the enemies-to-lovers elements, but there was a lot of infodumping about very complicated worldbuilding that never got explained very well (despite all the dry infodumping!), the relationship seemed to develop in a rushed way, and honestly I just got bored.


Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir
Science Fiction, Fantasy
Rating: 5/5

I put off on reading this one for a while, because I was afraid it wouldn't live up to the hype.

It absolutely lived up to the hype, at least for me. I know the narrative voice might not work for everyone, but I loved Gideon and her irreverent worldview, and her complex relationship with Harrowhark. Every twist and turn left me surprised, all the way until the ending.

In the Vanishers' Palace by Aliette de Bodard
Science Fiction, Fantasy, Novella
Rating: 4/5

I'm an absolute sucker for anything with dragons, and this definitely hit the spot. It's an enemies-to-lovers romance about a young woman who is sacrificed to a dragon by her village, and how she and the dragon fall in love. It's influenced by Vietnamese mythology, and the worldbuilding is beautiful and unlike anything I've ever encountered before. I don't think I can describe this book adequately; it has to be experienced.


The Pirate's Booty by Alex Westmore
Historical Fantasy
Rating: DNF

I was hoping for a fun, trashy romp, but this was just too badly written to enjoy-- or to understand.

Provenance by Ann Leckie
Science Fiction
Rating: 5/5

A stand-alone novel in the world of Leckie's Imperial Radch series. I haven't read Leckie's other works, but this one definitely works on its own. We start with Ingray, as she attempts to secure her foster-mother's respect (and a future for herself) by selling everything she owns to get a notorious thief out of prison-- and that's just the beginning of her plan. Ingray is audacious and clever, but most of all, she's kind. She's just a delightful person to spend a book following around.

The f/f romance is a very small subplot, in between all of the heists and plotting, but it's very sweet. Additionally, multiple characters go by nonbinary pronouns (e/em/eir), which is a normal part of society on Ingray's planet.

Seven Devils by Elizabeth May and Laura Lam
Science Fiction, Space Opera
Rating: 5/5

I love this book and I have been recommending it to everyone I know. It's basically a Guardians of the Galaxy or Firefly, but with more feminist and queer themes (but without being unfun about them; they're just there). All the main leads are women. We start with Clo and Eris, a mechanic and a soldier for the small resistance against an ever-growing empire, on a mission that quickly goes sideways, and then they accidentally meet up with some refugees from the empire searching for the resistance. The mission goes even more sideways when they discover a potential new superweapon, and they have to go dark.

Eris is my favorite, because I love her character type (stone-cold badass with a traumatic backstory? hell yes), but we also get three other POVs, and Clo, Nyx, and Ariadne are also all fantastic in their own ways.

The Tiger's Daughter by K. Arsenault Rivera
Fantasy
Rating: 5/5

I'm also a sucker for fantasy that isn't inspired by European cultures, and this is the first in a trilogy that is inspired by the Mongolian empire and by ancient Chinese empires (with bonus demon-slaying!) Most of the book takes the form of a series of letters, written from the Qorin warrior Barsalayaa Shefali to her lover, the Empress O-Shizuka, retelling the events of their past from Shefali's point of view. The writing is gorgeous and evocative, and I loved every minute of it (even when it hurt).

This is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar & Max Gladstone
Science Fiction
Rating: 5/5

An enemies-to-lovers time travel romance! I'd heard a lot about this one and it didn't disappoint. Blue and Red fall in love through letters, even as they fight on opposite sides of a war and attempt to bend time to better suit their side's ends. It's beautiful and it makes excellent use of the time travel while still being tightly focused on the main relationship. It definitely lived up to the hype, for me.

Villains Don't Date Heroes! by Mia Archer
Science Fiction, Superheroes
Rating: 4/5

A fun, light-hearted story told from the point of view of the supervillain Night Terror, who falls in love with the new hero in her city, Fialux. There's not much to it, but Night Terror was a very fun protagonist and the story, though predictable, was just a fun romp.

Treasured by Poppy Woods
Fantasy
Rating: 3/5

A quick, sexy read. The plot could probably have used a bit more fleshing out, and the characters were a little cliche, but it advertised itself as a dragonshifter/princess romance and it delivered. My only other complaint was that it used the word "sapphic" way too much.

The Unspoken Name by A.K. Larkwood
High Fantasy
Rating: 4/5

A high fantasy novel with an f/f romance starring an orc swordswoman! It's everything I ever wanted! But despite my excitement, I was semi-ambivalent about this book for much of the time I was reading it-- the pacing was uneven, especially in the first part, and it took me a long time to warm up to the main character, Csorwe. But the worldbuilding is fascinating and unique, and the secondary characters kept me reading even when I wasn't sure about Csorwe (especially Tal, who is both a complete piece of shit and also possibly my favorite character in the book). And by the time we got to know Shuthmili, Csorwe's love interest, I was more than hooked.

Upright Women Wanted by Sarah Gailey
Dystopia, Western
Rating: 3/5

The story here was really engaging, and I really loved the main character. And while the romance started abruptly, I was really rooting for it! On the other hand, I felt like most of the book was setting up the story I would actually be interested in, and we never got to that, which I think is a problem with the length of the book-- it's really more of a novella.

Historical


The Care and Keeping of Waspish Widows by Olivia Waite
Historical Romance
Rating: 5/5

This is the sequel to last year's The Lady's Guide to Celestial Mechanics (which I adored!), but it's what I call a "romance novel sequel", which means that while some characters and settings from the first book appear, you don't have to worry about reading in any particular order.

I've raved about Celestial Mechanics since I first read it, but I might like Waspish Widows even more: one of the heroines is bisexual, both of them are in their 40s, neither of them is a member of the aristocracy, and the entire story was set against the real politics of the Regency era. I've read a lot of Regency romances, but they're rarely this grounded; one of the two heroines in this book is a widow running her late husband's print shop, and that gives the book a good reason to engage with politics, with the idea of direct action, and with the idea of exactly what regular people can do.

But of course, the real heart of this story is the romance. I loved both Penelope and Agatha, and while I often wanted to shout at them to hurry up and get together already, I understood both of their actions perfectly, and they were both delightful leads.

Heart of Gold by Luci Dreamer
Historical Romance
Rating: 2/5

After her father attempted to arrange an unwanted marriage for her, Thomas(ina) Miller left home and began passing as a man in order to live her life as she wants it. Now, she is on her way to the Yukon for the gold rush, and she meets Rachel, a young woman travelling with her husband and hoping to stake a claim, and the sparks immediately fly.

The book was pretty predictable, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. The problem was that it was kind of boring-- I didn't feel a strong connection to either Thomas or Rachel, and every problem thrown in their path sort of seemed to resolve itself.

And a quick note: I'm putting this book on the list because it's marketed as lesfic, but I do feel a little weird about that. Thomasina refers to herself as Thomas throughout the book, and is perfectly fine with being perceived as a man, and it's unclear whether this is due to her dislike of traditional women's roles, her preference for women, a general desire to be understood as a man, or some combination of all of the above. If more thought had gone into this part of the narrative, I think it could have been a lot more compelling.

How to Talk to Nice English Girls by Gretchen Evans
Historical Romance
Rating: 4/5

I absolutely loved this one! There are not enough romances set in the 1920s, and this one is from the POV of Marian, the daughter of an English lord, dealing with the aftermath of the Great War. It's largely about Marian's internal conflict and growing into herself, as well as her romance with Katherine, a scandalous young woman from America. One of the reviews I saw called it "fanficcy"-- and it is, but in the best ways. It's sexy and fun and absolutely a must-read.

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
Historical Fiction
Rating: 5/5

I'm not entirely sure I have words for how good this book is. We first meet Evelyn near the end of her life, when she grants an interview to up-and-coming reporter Monique Grant, and from there, we flash back through Evelyn's life, with each of her seven husbands as signposts. But the husbands, of course, are not the point of the story; some barely even figure into Evelyn's life at all. The point of the story is both the real love of Evelyn's life, and of Evelyn's scramble to make it in a world that only ever valued her for her beauty. It's gorgeous and it's haunting and I read it in a single day because I couldn't put it down.

Young Adult


Beyond the Ruby Veil by Mara Fitzgerald
YA Fantasy, Dark Fantasy, Horror
Rating: 4/5

Emanuela, the main character, is self-centered, self-serving, and driven only by her search for power. She's petty and she regularly lashes out at the few people who actually care about her. Most of her problems are of her own making. And yet she is incredibly compelling.

There's no f/f relationship in this book, but Emanuela is gay, and the main relationship is the friendship between her and her gay best friend-slash-fiance, Alessandro, which is charming and heartbreaking by turns.

Blood Countess by Lana Popović
YA Fantasy, Historical Fiction, Horror
Rating: 4/5

The titular countess is Countess Elizabeth Bathory, and the story is told from the point of view of Anna, a local girl who becomes her chambermaid. The story is more psychologically horrifying than anything: Anna is first drawn in by the countess, fascinated by her; then falls in love with her, believing she can change or soften Elizabeth's difficult edges; then realizes that she's in too deep and has to fight desperately to escape. The connection between Anna and Elizabeth is tense and compelling, and I loved every minute of it-- even when Anna was clearly in over her head.

Cinderella is Dead by Kalynn Bayron
YA Fantasy, Dystopia
Rating: DNF

I wanted to love it! I love YA, I love YA dystopias, I love fairytale retellings, and a queer, dystopian retelling of Cinderella sounded exactly up my alley. Like, there could not be anything more tailor-made for my id.

But the protagonist insufferable-- she was both naive about the world she lived in to the point that I couldn't quite understand how she had survived that long, and also the only person who truly understood how oppressed they all were. Not a combination I was willing to put up with for a whole book.

Crier's War #1: Crier's War by Nina Varela
YA Fantasy, Dystopia
Rating: 5/5

Everything is beautiful and it hurts. The worldbuilding is amazing-- I love how we were given bits of history about the Automae and the War of Kinds-- and Ayla and Crier were both compelling leads. There were moments when I wanted to shake them and get them to talk to each other, but the personal stakes for both of them were always so high that I understood why they didn't.

As I read, the stakes kept getting higher and higher, and I felt more and more on edge with every page, until I didn't want to continue because I was so worried, but I didn't want to put the book down either. And when everything did come to a head in the climax, it was awful and wonderful and I needed the sequel immediately.

Crier's War #2: Iron Heart by Nina Varela
YA Fantasy, Dystopia
Rating: 5/5

Thankfully, the sequel came out this year, so I got to read it almost immediately!

I absolutely loved this book. I was worried it wouldn't be able to follow up to Crier's War, but it absolutely did. I loved how Crier and Ayla's relationship was able to grow and change as they did, and I loved that Varela didn't fall into the trap of making the book about the growing revolution instead of about Crier and Ayla-- the revolution is happening, and we see a little bit of it, but this book is about a few individuals and how they change. And aaaaah, I love it so much.

Ice Massacre by Tiana Warner
YA Fantasy
Rating: DNF

From my Goodreads review:
The things that attracted me to this book (a romance between a warrior and a mermaid) did not seem to be what the actual focus of the book was on (why are we spending so much time with them as children? this is not what I'm here for + reviews indicate there is not as much focus on romance as I'd hoped).

DNF'd at about 20% of the way through.


Her Royal Highness by Rachel Hawkins
YA Contemporary Romance
Rating: 4/5

A breezy romance in which an American attends a posh Scottish boarding school on scholarship, ends up rooming with a princess, and they fall for each other. It's all very standard, but it was very cute, the characters were very likable, and it was exactly what I was hoping for from the summary.

The Rise of Kyoshi by F.C. Lee
YA Fantasy, Tie-In
Rating: 4/5

I really loved Kyoshi's origin story-- she's a very different Avatar than Aang or Korra, living in a very political landscape. Most people don't even believe that she's the Avatar, at first, and she's nearly consumed by her anger and her need for revenge. And all along the way, she's joined by her best friend (and later, girlfriend), the firebender Rangi. I still need to pick up the sequel, but I'm looking forward to doing that next year!

The Winter Duke by Claire Eliza Bartlett
YA Fantasy, Political Fantasy
Rating: 5/5

I have a special fondness for stories where circumstances force a particularly unprepared person to take a throne or other position of power and they have to contend with the realities of their new position, and this one definitely fit the bill perfectly. (The Goblin Emperor and The Collapsing Empire are two other books I've enjoyed in this vein.) In this case, Ekata is frighteningly unprepared to be the Grand Duke when the rest of her family are struck down by a curse; she's more interested in her books and science experiments than in politics, but now she is surrounded on all sides by potential enemies, searching for a cure for her family, and hoping that if her family members ever wake up, they won't decide that this was an attempt at a coup on her part and murder her. The f/f romance is a subplot, but it's one of my favorite parts of an already fantastic story-- it involves Ekata taking her brother's potential bride as her own in a desperate political gambit. The whole book, from the politics to the characters to the magic, is super fun!


If you have any thoughts or further recs, please let me know! And if you want, feel free to add me on Goodreads; just make sure to let me know where you know me from.
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Fic in a Box just opened, and here are my favorite fic, art, and other media from the exchange! I've placed a * next to the items I received as gifts.

Crossovers


MCU x The Old Guard
to feel good in the morning*
Andromache/Natasha Romanoff, rated T, 3.1k words
In 2004, the Winter Soldier shoots Natasha in Odessa and dumps her body in the Black Sea. She wakes up a week and a few hundred miles later on the coast of Turkey.

Dreaming of Sunshine


when it's about the approach
Mitarashi Anko & Tenten, rated G, 1.5k words
Anko-sensei does a little substitute teaching.

throuhg a glass, darkly
Nara Shikako, rated T, 5.5k words
In which the kunoichi's seal on Shikako's last mission had had a different result.
AKA, Shikako is thrown into canon Naruto.


Gravity Falls


Haunted Chairs and Missing Paint
Dipper Pines & Mabel Pines, rated G, 11.1k words
Mabel has a job at a summer camp. Dipper has a summer internship at the Chesterfield Mystery House. Everything is going to be totally normal, right?

The Old Guard


A Scent of Cedarwood and Lavender
Andromache/Quynh, rated E, 4.1k words
Andromache of Scythia and Quynh make an important discovery: a box full of soaps.

Here Before, Over Again
Andromache/Quynh, not rated, 6k words
And, just like that, Andy dies.
But it isn't the end.

Timeloop fic!

last night's dream unravels*
Andromache/Quynh, rated T, 4.1k words
Quynh had given up when Andy found her in the desert.

the road to aksaray*
Andromache/Quynh, rated E, 3.2k words
In the early fifteenth century, in the wake of the collapse of Ottoman authority after Tamerlane's invasion, Andromache, Quynh, Nicolo and Yusuf fight bandits in Anatolia.

Secret Histories
OFC/OFC, Andromache/Quynh, rated G, 1.1k words
A selection of correspondence between two historians at the brink of a great discovery.

Original Works


cute frogs coloring book
rated G
Exactly what it says on the tin-- super cute coloring pages featuring frogs!

Is (Not) Gold
Airship Pirate/Opera Starlet She Kidnapped, rated E, 5.3k words
She understood why she was being kidnapped, but Jessenia did wonder when her would-be captor might realize that she was allowing it to happen.
Also comes with gorgeous illustrations

Last Priestess at Altar
Priestess of a Dying Sun & Goddess of Endless Night, rated G
She’s entering her twilight years, the only one left.
The endless night grows impatient.

Fanart

Rosie's Gay Roadtrip
Damsel in Distress/Warrior Queen Who Teaches Her How to Fight, rated T, 9.3k words
Rosie is not a Damsel In Distress! She wants that fact made very clear. She has a whole host of skills! That most of them happen to involve... less legal avenues of employment is really not relevant at all, truth be told. Besides, see how well you do, dropped into an entirely different dimension. Rosie thinks she's actually doing pretty well, all things considered.
What she's doing less well at is acting like a functional human being around possibly the most attractive woman who's ever existed, in either world.
Also, they don't call them roadtrips here, they call them quests. So that's Rosie's Big Gay Quest, thank you very much!


Star Wars


Take Care of It
Kylo Ren & Baby Yoda, rated G
Fanart

(Un)dressing
Zorii Bliss/Rey, rated T, 1.2k words
She'd retracted her visor to see what she was doing, revealing bright, green-amber eyes, though Rey still hadn't seen her without her helmet.
But even Zorii's eyes were enough to make her weak at the knees.
saiditallbefore: (Default)
The Rule 63 Exchange has revealed! Here are the fics that I enjoyed.

A Song of Ice and Fire


little birds
F!Sandor Clegane/Sansa Stark, NR, fanart
A very, very cute piece of artwork.

Avatar: the Last Airbender


Split Up, Brought Together
Azula & F!Zuko, rated T, 1k words
After the events in the catacombs under the Earth Kingdom palace, Zuko struggles to rectify the situation with what Azula swears will happen once they return to the Fire Nation.
I really loved this look at their sisterly relationship and where Zuko's head was at after the S2 finale.

Robin Hood


Greenwood
F!Robin/F!Little John, rated G, 2.5k words
The sky was an astonishing blue the morning they hanged Robin of Sherwood.
This is gorgeously written, and I absolutely loved it. If you only read one work from this collection, it should be this one.

She-Ra and the Princess of Power


Adventure!
F!Bow/F!Sea Hawk, rated G, Fanart
All they need to have fun is a ship and a song.
Another astonishingly cute piece of artwork.

Star Wars


hotel complaints and grievances raised
F!Lando Calrissian/F!Han Solo, rated T, 1.3k words
Han was not in the middle of getting her ass kicked in sabacc by an old lady less than half her height, when she caught a ripple of fabric out of the corner of her eye. It was sparkly and gold and utterly impractical. She would recognize it anywhere.
Tons of fun, with lots of snarking. Just a perfect translation of their relationship.
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I meant to post this back in December, but I had a major depressive episode and then a lot of Life Stuff that happened. But! This was already mostly written, so I've finished adding my thoughts and cleaned it up a bit.

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I read a lot of f/f, and I thought that maybe I should actually collect my thoughts on some of these in one place-- especially since I read so many this year!

I also use Goodreads pretty heavily to give star reviews and log my reading, even if I don't always leave reviews over there. If you want to add me as a friend, feel free. (Just tell me where you know me from!)

I rate things based on how much I personally enjoy them, rather than on any kind of "objective" measurement.

Contemporary Romance


The Job by Jove Belle
Contemporary Romance, Romantic Thriller
Rating: 2/5

It's a romantic thriller, which I wouldn't have picked up except it was dirt cheap. Most of the things I didn't love could be attributed to the genre but I think the writing style also just fell flat. And whenever I got into the action happening in the present timeline, we would get a flashback to when the two mains had been together before (it's a second-chance romance) and I would get incredibly bored.

I would watch this as a movie, though.

Love Like This by Melissa Brayden
Contemporary Romance
Rating: 4/5

I will read literally anything by Melissa Brayden, and this lived up to my expectations. I haven't read the other books in this series, but that didn't matter. The romance between the two mains-- an optimistic boutique manager and a down-to-earth fashion designer-- is smoking hot, and the conflicts between them are natural and don't seem too contrived.

Marriage of Unconvenience by Chelsea M. Cameron
Contemporary Romance
Rating: 3/5

Two best friends get married to gain access to an inheritance. It's a very tropey and fun concept, but I don't think there was enough plot here for the length of the book-- especially with the lack of subplots. By the end of the book, the two mains trying to keep up pretenses with their friends about the nature of their marriage was just weird, and it made absolutely no sense.

Once Ghosted, Twice Shy by Alyssa Cole
Contemporary Romance, Novella
Rating: 4/5

I hadn't read any of Cole's other works, so I wasn't familiar with the events and characters being referenced here, but I found that this work stood up pretty well on its own. In some ways, it's a pretty standard second-chance romance-- the story alternates between present and past, as we see how our leads originally got together, fell apart, and how they are getting back together-- but I was really rooting for them, and I didn't feel like the obstacles that had pulled them apart were too silly or easily overcome. I'm looking forward to more f/f by Alyssa Cole!

A Royal Romance by Jenny Frame
Contemporary? Romance
Rating: 1/5

It reads like a contemporary romance, but it's technically set in the future? Honestly I don't know how to categorize this one, except as "bad". So bad that I wrote one of my rare Goodreads reviews for it:

Badly written, badly edited, badly structured. What plot there was was complete nonsense. The antagonists were toothless and also pointless. The heroines never resolved their own problems. Most of the book was exposition, telling me how likeable Georgie is and why she and Bea are good together.

By the midway point, I was hate reading, and actively rooting for the failure of both the central romance and the monarchy.

The central conflict presented in the blurb never makes a real appearance. Bea's anti-monarchist sentiments are mainly emotional and disappear once she discovers that Georgie is nice. Georgie and every other character gets to lecture Bea on how haaaaard the royals work and how fiscally responsible they are, etc., etc.

On a minor note, I was under the impression the book was a contemporary-- and vast swathes of it read that way! But it technically takes place in the near future, with laughable future technology, including voice activated devices (like the diary Georgie narrates her backstory to) and Intelliflesh, the synthetic flesh that resembles the real thing (used in a strap-on scene).


Courting the Countess by Jenny Frame
Contemporary Romance
Rating: 3/5

This is better than A Royal Romance, although that might be damning with faint praise. It was cute and frothy, and involved a bit of archaeology and a fair amount of fixing up an old house, which are all elements that I can get behind in my contemporary romances. Nothing too special, but nothing to complain about.

The Princess Affair by Nell Stark
Contemporary Romance
Rating: 5/5

It's a bit silly in places, but never to the level of A Royal Romance. And, more to the point, I understand both why Kerry and Sasha want to be together, and what the obstacles are that are causing them difficulties. Basically, it's the kind of fun that I'm looking for in a royal/commoner romance.

Fantasy/Science Fiction


Deadline by Stephanie Ahn
Urban Fantasy, Novella
Rating: 3/5

Not as good as Kate Kane, but that's probably an unfair comparison. I wouldn't pick it up if you're looking for romance-- there's none to be found here. But there is some fun worldbuilding and some nice tension with the main character's ex-girlfriend.

Romancing the Inventor by Gail Carriger
Steampunk Romance
Rating: 3/5

This is set in the universe of Carriger's other books, and tells what happens to Genevieve Lefoux after the events of the Parasol Protectorate series. All of Carriger's books are page-turning fun, with supernatural shenanigans and larger-than-life characters. I did feel like the main conflict between the two leads could have been resolved much earlier in the book than it was; as it was, it was just kind of drawn out.

The Dark Wife by Sarah Diemer
Fantasy Romance
Rating: 4/5

If you read f/f at all, you've almost certainly had this Hades/Persephone retelling recced to you. I'm ambivalent on the epilogue, but the rest of the book is spectacular.

Miranda in Milan by Katharine Duckett
Fantasy, Retelling
Rating: 3/5

I'm not super familiar with Shakespeare's Tempest, so this might work better for someone who is. But I did like the concept-- a f/f story centered around Miranda, set after the events of the play. And there were a lot of parts that were good! But the pacing just wasn't quite there.

The Lamb Will Slaughter The Lion by Margaret Killjoy
Fantasy, Horror, Novella
Rating: 3/5

I wanted it to be more...something. I'd pick up the sequel if I ran across it but I'm not seeking it out right now. I liked a lot of the ideas presented-- the post-apocalypse, the commune, the horror elements-- but in many ways it felt a bit try-hard. The ending felt like it might have come straight off of a tumblr post, and, as such, felt a bit too neat for what the rest of the book had been.

The Psychology of Time Travel by Kate Mascarenhas
Science Fiction
Rating: 5/5

This book begins with the four women who invented time travel in the 1960s. One of them, Barbara, experiences a mental breakdown shortly after their time travel experiments begin to succeed, and is ousted from the research group. The book follows Barbara, the other pioneers, and a number of other women throughout the decades in a non-linear story about family, love, death, murder, revenge, and, of course, the psychology of time travel.

That makes the book sound somewhat dry, but it's really not-- it's just difficult to sum up succinctly. We spend time with probably a dozen or more characters over the course of the book, but one of the ones we spend the most time with, Ruby, is a lesbian, and her romantic relationships play a large role in her story.

It's hard to sum up how much I liked this book without going deep into spoilers, but I loved it and I cannot stop thinking about it.

Sword of the Guardian by Merry Shannon
Fantasy, Fantasy Romance
Rating: 4/5

I'm a sucker for a book that features a woman swordfighter, and a woman swordfighter who crossdresses is even better. A woman swordfighter who crossdresses and is in love with the princess she's bodyguarding? That ticks off all my boxes.

If you've ever read a fantasy novel, I think you'll find the plot here to be fairly standard and unsurprising. The pacing in places was a little iffy-- it seemed to switch between being a romance novel and a high fantasy novel at random, instead of finding a good middle ground. But despite all of that, I found it fun and worth a read.

Historical


Proper English by KJ Charles
Historical Romance
Rating: 5/5

An Edwardian country house mystery! I haven't read any of KJ Charles's other works, but this was an absolute delight. I loved the characters, I loved the mystery, and I loved the setting. I know Charles has written m/m in this setting, but I'd love for her to write more f/f!

The Confessions of Frannie Langston by Sara Collins
Historical
Rating: 5/5

I'm putting this on the list because the f/f relationship is a large part of the book, but it's definitely not a romance-- or even very romantic. It's closer to gothic horror, or a murder mystery.

The book is told from Frannie's point of view, in the form of the testimony she writes as she awaits trial for murdering her employers. She tells of her childhood as a slave on a sugar plantation on Jamaica, how she became entangled in eugenics experiments about black intelligence, and how she later was taken across the Atlantic and sold, and fell in love with her mistress. It's dark, even if Frannie (or author Sara Collins) is rarely explicit about the dark things that happened, but it's moving and compelling, and the desire to know exactly what happened kept me reading right up until the very end.

Passing Strange by Ellen Klages
Historical Romance, Novella
Rating: 3/5

I guess this is technically fantasy, but the fantastical elements are pretty light and only come into play at the beginning and end of the story. I liked the setting and I liked the romance, but the plot felt like it was solved by a deus ex machina. It's a shame, because the setting-- 1940 San Francisco-- is really unique, and there was an interesting idea here.

A Little Light Mischief by Cat Sebastian
Historical Romance, Novella
Rating: 4/5

Another f/f novella by an author who normally doesn't write f/f! I was pleasantly surprised by all the authors dipping their toes into the category this year, and I hope they keep returning.

In this case, I love anything that involves a heist, even as low-stakes as this one was, and I love a good reformed thief. And I love how attracted to each other the two leads were! It was a short read, but it was super fun.

The Lady's Guide to Celestial Mechanics by Olivia Waite
Historical Romance
Rating: 5/5

I've raved about this book to everyone, because I absolutely love it. My most common point of comparison is to the Alpennia books. I'm not sure if that's exactly right, but those are closer than any others I can think of. Alpennia is fantasy, while The Lady's Guide is historical, and The Lady's Guide follows the structure of category romance more closely, but there's enough similarity in the characters and themes that I think fans of one will be fans of the other.

Not only was I pleasantly surprised by the themes of women pioneers in science and women working to support each other in male-dominated fields, I also loved that the book acknowledged that embroidery and other crafts are art, and took those just as seriously as it took the science. And besides both of those things, it neatly avoided the third-act breakup! That's always my least favorite part of any romance, and this book swerved around it completely.

Young Adult


Hot Dog Girl by Jennifer Dugan
YA Contemporary Romance
Rating: 3/5

A fake dating summer romance set at an amusement park! That's the blurb that got me to pick up this book, and, as a fan of fake dating, my hopes were pretty high. Unfortunately, I'm not sure it ever really lived up to the premise. The reasons for fake dating were pretty shaky, and by the end of the book I found the main character pretty selfish and unlikable. Maybe I would have liked this better if I were the target audience.

Not Your Sidekick by C.B. Lee
YA Science Fiction
Rating: 3/5

I was kind of disappointed at first- it was all very paint-by-numbers for the first half of the book, but I persevered because the worldbuilding and characters were fun. But a few things in the plot finally developed and took me by surprise, and I'm kind of looking forward to the sequels, even though they're not f/f (still queer though).

The Afterward by E.K. Johnston
YA Fantasy Romance
Rating: 5/5

I've raved about E.K. Johnston's other works elsewhere, both her tie-ins and her original works, so I don't think it's any surprise that I loved this book. I found a few passages a little jarring, but the overall story was great. It begins after the Life-Changing Magical Quest has already ended, and two young women who fell in love on the quest have been separated again by their social class. We see glimpses of what happened on the quest-- mostly through the lens of their relationship with each other and with the others-- as they discover who and what they want to be in their new lives. It's not a plot I've really seen done before, and it's written and structured in such a way that I couldn't put it down. If you like YA at all, I absolutely recommend it.

Girls of Paper and Fire by Natasha Ngan
YA Fantasy
Rating: 5/5

I wasn't expecting that much from Girls of Paper and Fire, given that it's a James Patterson Presents novel (not by him, but by his brand). And it's definitely not the highest quality book I've read this year. I also wasn't sure how it would handle the themes of sexual assault that are inherent in the premise (the "paper girls" in the title are low-caste girls taken to be part of the king's harem). I'm sure if you cared to pull apart the worldbuilding in the book, it would be easy to do. But the emotional spark was there, and it made me keep reading, and it handled the issues of sexual assault without being gratuitous (IMO).

That's a lot of caveats, and a lot of talking about what the book wasn't, but I genuinely liked this book. I loved the main character, I loved her relationships with the other paper girls and with her family. I loved the real concerns she had between solidarity with others in her caste and what it would mean to rebel against the palace. And at every turn, the threat to Lei felt very real and very present, despite the fact that I knew this was the first book in a trilogy.

Wilder Girls by Rory Power
YA Horror
Rating: 3/5

I'm not a huge fan of horror, and especially not of body horror, but the premise here-- a girls' boarding school under quarantine for a mysterious disease that causes the girls' bodies to change under their very eyes-- seemed interesting. And I really loved the first 75-80% of this book! The prose is gorgeous, the characters are interesting, and the relationships are complex and fascinating. The setting became a character in its own right, telling a story about how long it had been since the Tox began and how many things had changed since school as "usual". But the last part of the book fell flat. Things felt rushed, and there were several resolutions that felt particularly unsatisfying-- and other things that felt completely unresolved.

Shatter the Sky by Rebecca Kim Wells
YA Fantasy
Rating: 3/5

The more I think about this book, the less I like it. From my Goodreads:

So I liked this book in general (Maren was great, the world was interesting, the dragons were AMAZING, but I'm kind of meh about the love triangle aspects. Especially given that the third leg of the love triangle was a dude.

I still enjoyed it enough to give it 4 stars, but I do wish that the subplot with Sev had been better signposted on the blurb, rather than making me think I was getting a straightforward f/f fantasy and then throwing m/f romance at me in the middle.

Edit 10/1/19: I'm downgrading this to 3 stars, mostly because I can't stop thinking about this love triangle and it REALLY bothers me the more I think about it. There was a lot about this book that I did enjoy! But I can't rec this without caveats.


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Overall, 2019 was a good year for reading f/f! I'm planning on doing this for 2020 as well, and I'm hoping to actually post it on time, then. <3
saiditallbefore: (Qi'Ra)
Computer issues last week meant no recs... but this week it's all Star Wars recs! And a bunch of them were gifts for me (marked with a *).

Disciplinary Action*
Amilyn Holdo/Leia Organa, rated E, 300 words
Amilyn is punished.

Don't Wait Up
Lando Calrissian/L3-37, rated T, 1k
She wants to trust him, but she can't afford sentiment.

Enemies With Benefits*
Enfys Nest/Qi'ra, rated E, 404 words
It's the opposite of a relationship.

For One Night Only*
Amilyn Holdo/Leia Organa, rated E, 735 words
Leia grieves, and Amilyn comforts her.

match point by spookykingdomstarlight
Jyn Erso/Qi'ra, rated T, 3.6k
“Most Imperials don’t talk the way you do,” Qi’ra says, affecting a bored demeanor. And why shouldn’t she? They all of them have better things to do. Under different circumstances, each of them never would have had to meet. That would be a pity, though Qi’ra may not agree. “What are you really after?”

So she doesn’t suspect.

Jyn ducks her head, bites her lip to keep from smiling too coyly. Got her, she thinks. “A few hours of your time.” Her gaze lifts. “And maybe a bit more privacy.”


not afraid to fall in deep
Kaydel Ko Connix/Rey, rated T, 2.4k
Poe and BB-8 decide to play matchmaker for Connix and Rey.
They really didn't need to.


Signs* by primeideal
Amilyn Holdo/Leia Organa, rated G, 1k
Amilyn had stayed awake until the wee hours of the morning many times on Alderaan, so giddy and distracted she had imagined phantom moons in the dark sky.

Smoke and Fire by Shadaras
Jyn Erso/Enfys Nest, rated G, 1.1k
Jyn and Enfys are sent out as co-leaders of a simple mission to test how they're growing as leaders, and it's the closest they've been to each other in years. As they return from the mission, Jyn realises that her admiration for Enfys might in fact be something a little more than admiration.

Standing Water* by flowersforgraves
Rex & Fives & Ahsoka, rated G, 261 words
When you cram two Jedi generals, one padawan, one clone marshal commander, and one ARC trooper into a ship, you need to remember to pack painkillers, Rex learns.

surely there must be stars
Kaeden Laerte/Ahsoka Tano, rated G, 1.9k
The Sith were dead. Ahsoka went home.

Crossovers
At Least We Were Electrified* by StormyDaze
Rey/Valkyrie, rated E, 1.2k
Stranded overnight until the Falcon can be repaired, Rey kills time in a bar. She meets someone with a better idea of what to do instead.

In the Honey Chain* by gloss
Rey/Amilyn Holdo, Rey/Qi'ra, Rey/Valkyrie, rated M, 2.8k
Rey misses one destiny, only to find another.
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I’ve spent the last few days reading through the Just Married collection, and most of the fics were excellent! So here are the ones I’m reccing:

Avatar: the Last Airbender


Hey Scandal
Katara/Yue, rated E, 1.3k words
Marriage Tropes: Forced Marriage, Coitus Interruptus
In which Yue is an engaged woman, Katara is trouble, and Hahn is outraged.

When I against myself with thee partake
Azula/Ty Lee, rated M, 10.4k
Marriage Tropes: Arranged Marriage
Firelord Zuko wants Azula to marry Ty Lee so the other nations will stop asking for custody of her.
Ty Lee wants to marry Azula to give her another chance at life.
Azula wants to marry Ty Lee so she can get out of prison.

So love has nothing to do with it, really. Except in the ways it does.


Harry Potter


Seduce, Swear, Slay
Hermione Granger/Viktor Krum, rated G, 3.3k
Marriage Tropes: Accidental Marriage, A Game Of 'Fuck Marry Kill' Somehow Becomes Legally Binding
When a teammate's hex goes awry, Viktor finds himself racing to undo the consequences of the spell.

Well, maybe not all of the consequences.


Leverage


The Thunderous Roll of a Tropic Sea (the moonlit memory I can't seem to lose)
Alec Hardison/Parker/Eliot Spencer, rated E, 17.1k
Marriage Tropes: Undercover as Married
Hardison and Parker have their heads pressed together. He can’t see Parker’s face, but he can see the way Hardison is smiling at her with his eyes, full of affection. Not for the first time, Eliot wishes he could walk over and slide onto the loveseat next to Parker like he belonged there with them. He lets himself fantasize about it for just a second: how Parker would lean into his side, Hardison would reach out and grab his hand, smile at him just like he was smiling now.

In order to stop an arms deal, Eliot and Hardison have to pretend to be married.


Lord of the Rings


A Spark of Life
Aragorn/Boromir, rated T, 5.1k
Marriage Tropes: Soulbond
Aragorn keeps Boromir on the side of the living, but the ramifications of that are greater than either had expected.

The End of All Things
Frodo Baggins/Sam Gamgee, rated G, 2.1k
Marriage Tropes: Marriage Proposal
A sudden confession leads Frodo to something he never thought possible.

Marvel Cinematic Universe


blood in blood and hand in hand
Carol Danvers/Yon-Rogg, rated M, 13.8k
Marriage Tropes: Soulbond
“He’s on our side,” Carol said. She looked over at Yon-Rogg, still in his Starforce black-and-green, the bruise-like colors only highlighting his sullen, wounded look; the bond between them was like an open vent, letting her feel the constant outpouring of arrogance and disapproval. He was irate at standing on a Skrull ship as a passenger instead of an invader.

Maybe she should tone down the defense. Right now it didn’t seem too plausible.

“He’s on the side of cooperating with me so I don’t rain destruction down on Hala, anyway. He’s safe.” She tilted her head. “Safe-ish. Like a declawed panther.”


The One with the Lesbian Wedding(s)
Carol Danvers/Maria Rambeau, rated T, 13.7k
Marriage Tropes: Getting married repeatedly, Symbolic marriage/marriage ceremony because legal marriage is not permitted, Alien Marriage Traditions
"Why don't you two get married?" Monica asked at the commercial break. "You're cuter together than TV-Carol and Susan. And I'm way cuter than Ben.”

The Princess’s Virgin Consort
Bucky Barnes/Shuri, rated E, 7.2k
Marriage Tropes: Political Marriage
In order to preserve Bucky's political asylum, Shuri is going to marry him and make him her prince consort. The fact that he's never "consorted" with anyone before is a minor detail.

With One Glance
Maria Hill/Natasha Romanov, not rated, 4.4k
Marriage Tropes: Undercover as Married
Natasha's first mission after she's recruited to SHIELD is a simple intel-gathering task. That's easy. The trickier part is pretending to be married to Maria Hill.

Mulan


primped and polished till you glow with pride
Fa Mulan/Li Shang, rated T, 11.3k
Marriage Tropes: Arranged Marriage, Marriage Arranged By Professional Matchmaker
Fa Zhou gets offered an advisory position in the Imperial City instead of riding to war and Fa Mulan finds her second attempt at Matchmaking goes better than the first.

Star Wars


Analgaesia
Rey/Kylo Ren, rated T, 13.7k
Marriage Tropes: married couple trying to matchmake past selves who hate each other
Rey goes on a quest to find a path to breaking the Force bond she shares with Kylo Ren. There are unexpected visitors in more ways that one, and a trip to a future neither Kylo Ren or Rey have ever imagined.

Also the one where Rey and Ben have a lot of conversations in the dark.


frozen in that hopeful moment
Armitage Hux/Rose Tico, rated E, 6.4k
Marriage Tropes: Arranged Marriage, marriage of (in)convenience
Rose hides a dagger in the pleats of her wedding gown.

Get Your Shoes Off, Baby
Poe Dameron/Finn, rated E, 6.5k
Marriage Tropes: Marriage After Long Separation, Improvised Wedding Customs
Finn admitted he didn't, quite, know what marriage meant or entailed.

"Makes two of us," Poe said and squeezed his hand. "Guess we find out together?"
After years apart, Finn and Poe reunite. They're not going to part again, not if they have anything to say about it.


Likely to Be Lonely
Rey/Kylo Ren, rated M, 2.4k
Marriage Tropes: Forced Marriage
The First Order captures Rey, but Kylo Ren isn't ready to have her put to death.

The way he tells it, marrying her is his only other choice.


Unless Acted Upon
Rey/Kylo Ren, rated T, 6.2k
Marriage Tropes: Marriage of Convenience
Inertia (n): a property of matter by which it remains at rest or in uniform motion in the same straight line.

The war is over, but it didn't end cleanly. While Rey struggles to find a place for herself in the reborn Republic, Ben faces legal challenges that could have him sent back into his former First Order allies' vengeful grasp. Marrying each other is their last-ditch hope of solving his problem. What Rey doesn't know is that it might help solve hers, too.


You Know the Rules (And So Do I)
Ahsoka Tano/Vader, rated T, 4.6k
Marriage Tropes: Accidental/unexpected soulbond is cultural equivalent of marriage
In hindsight, casting a protection spell while swearing an oath never to leave her former master's side again while standing in the middle of a Sith temple had probably been a bad idea.
saiditallbefore: (Peggy)
It’s been a week, and I haven’t read much, but I am reccing some fanvids I’ve watched this week:

That’s My Girl by socioparty.
Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel Netflix, Agents of SHIELD, Agent Carter
Another great vid featuring the ladies of Marvel.

I’m Gonna Kill You Someday by Ice
Gravity Falls, Stanford Pines & Bill Cipher
An absolutely perfect song choice (which comes from the podcast “The Thrilling Adventure Hour”) and amazing vidding skills-- Ice actually made the lipsync match up, which is just a step above.
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Fic


These fic recs all came from the Writing Rainbow: Blue flashfic exchange that took place over the last week. Fic marked with * was written for me.

Blue Light Special
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Stephen Strange & Wong, rated G, 1.2k
"So, about those plants on the roof," Stephen began, over tea with Wong in the parlor.

"Yes, I was wondering when you were going to water those," Wong said.

"No point; they're dead."

"Well, of course they are now.”

A quiet, meditative fic in which Stephen takes up gardening (and Wong doesn’t gloat).

Blue Sky For Miles
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Bereet/Gamora/Nebula, rated M, 1.8k
Bereet peeled open her eyes and found that she was wrapped up in someone's coat. It was long and leather and had faint hints of a sharp-spicy scent, someone's perfume or soap or shampoo, and --

And underneath she was naked and sticky and ... oh no. Fragments of memory began to trickle back. Oh dear. She screwed her eyes shut.

Sex pollen aftermath, alien biology, and the hints of a start of a relationship between Bereet, Gamora, and Nebula.

endless blue sky*
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Ava Starr/Hope Van Dyne, rated G, 1.4k
It's nice not to be alone on a job for once, even if it slightly complicates things.
A fantastic heist fic starring Ava and Hope, written for me! I absolutely love this little glimpse into a nice potential for them, and I loved how they worked together.

Got Those AU Blues
Leverage
Alec Hardison/Parker/Eliot Spencer, rated T, 1.5k
Five times they aren't really in an alternate universe.
The trio and a coffee shop AU, a werewolf AU, a soulmate AU, an alien invasion AU, and a time travel AU (but not for real).

Vids



The Weasleys - Hey Brother by marie43345
Harry Potter
Weasley family, set to Hey Brother by Avicii
saiditallbefore: (Qi'Ra)
A handful of miscellaneous recs this week, all fic!

The first four are from the latest round of the Multifandom Drabble Exchange:

Pearls of Wisdom by [archiveofourown.org profile] madeinessos
Black Panther
Nakia/Ramonda, rated E, 300 words
She isn’t tied up, there’s no need. When the queen tells her not to move, Nakia knows not to disobey. A super hot D/s triple drabble that packs a lot into very few words.

Once Upon A Dream by [archiveofourown.org profile] The_Wavesinger
Disney Princesses
Aurora/Mulan, rated T, 600 words
Mulan stumbles upon a girl in the forest. An absolutely beautiful drabble sequence in which Mulan, rather than Prince Phillip, rescues Aurora.

find your way by [archiveofourown.org profile] VagabondDawn
Harry Potter
Harry Potter, rated T, 1.1k
After the Battle for Hogwarts, Harry tries to work out what to do next. An absolutely wonderful canon-compliant drabble sequence that takes us through Harry’s state of mind post-canon.

Has A Certain Ring to It by [archiveofourown.org profile] lucymonster
Solo: A Star Wars Story
That Imperial Recruitment Officer who gave Han his last name, rated G, 100 words
'Look here, son, I've got to put down a family name. Why's that so hard for you Corellian lot?’ I love Star Wars fic about OCs and minor characters, so this is basically made for me. It’s fantastic!


And one more, not from any particular exchange:

the only proof that i need is you by [archiveofourown.org profile] elsaclack
Brooklyn Nine-Nine
Jake Peralta/Amy Santiago, rated G, 21.7k
"in which Amy makes a habit of ranting to the bartender (about her terrible day, her last awful date, the patriarchy), and Jake takes it upon himself to try to make her smile.”
saiditallbefore: (Default)
My recs this week are from the Escape the Iron Triangle flash exchange, where participants matched only on canonical freeforms and had to write a fic over the weekend!

My gifts are noted with a *.

Fire Walk by [archiveofourown.org profile] Sholio
Avatar: the Last Airbender
Iroh & Zuko, rated G, 1.5k words
Ozai makes a deal, but he's not the one who will bear the cost of it. Ozai makes a deal to sacrifice Zuko to a fire demon. It hurts so good and I love it.

Curiosity Meets Curiosity* by [archiveofourown.org profile] LittleRaven
Harry Potter / Marvel Cinematic Universe
Jane Foster/Luna Lovegood, rated G, 100 words
They both like exploring. A lovely little drabble in which Jane’s research leads her to discover magic.

close your eyes (count to ten) by [archiveofourown.org profile] The_Wavesinger
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Erik Killmonger/Tony Stark, rated E, 2.1k words
Toni Stark is very drunk; she encounters a waitress and propositions her. A R63 F/F PWP-- it’s super hot and very in character for both these characters.

Hardware and Software by [personal profile] snickfic
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Gamora/Nebula, rated T, 1.4k words
Gamora was weak at first. Confused. That’s what happened when you got a neural implant, in Nebula’s experience, which of course Gamora had none of, because this had never happened to her before.

Shoot from the Hip by [archiveofourown.org profile] meatball42
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Claire Temple/Valkyrie, rated M, 884 words
The woman Claire brings home from the bar is... really something else. A hot, well-characterized PWP.

The Only Good Thing War Ever Gave Her* by [archiveofourown.org profile] VampirePaladin
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Carol Danvers/Wanda Maximoff, rated M, 974 words
War has taken a lot from Wanda, but just once it gave her something. A fantastic fic that looks at Wanda’s state of mind from AOU all the way through Endgame-- and it gives her a great meet-cute with Carol, plus a series of adventures in the cosmos that I adore and would love to see more of!

Bunch of Mystic Mumbo-Jumbo* by [archiveofourown.org profile] tuesday
Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
Han Solo & Kylo Ren, Luke Skywalker & Han Solo, Leia Organa & Han Solo, rated G, 1.4k words
Five conversations with a dead man. Force Ghost Han Solo dedicates his afterlife to trolling his son back to the side of good, among other things. I laughed and then I cried. It was delightful.

The Advantages of Learning* by [archiveofourown.org profile] LittleRaven
Star Wars: The Clone Wars
Padme Amidala/Ahsoka Tano, rated G, 100 words
Politics isn't a fun subject, but there are hidden benefits to learning of it. A great AU in which Padme is a Jedi and Ahsoka never leaves the Jedi Order.



I also wrote a fic for this exchange!
Marked
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Carol Danvers/Natasha Romanov, rated E, 3k
Half of all life in the universe is gone. It’s a stupid time to think about soulmarks.

But there’s no way Natasha can think about anything else, because Carol Danvers touched her, skin-to-skin, for what must have been the first time, and now her mark has been transformed.
saiditallbefore: (Default)
Whoops, I’ve forgotten this a lot lately! Well, here are a few things I’ve enjoyed a lot lately (all MCU this time):

Fic



(we could be) bigger and brighter than space by coalitiongirl
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Scott Lang/Hope Van Dyne, rated T, 8.6k
[In which Scott is a woman.]

Hope has long since resigned herself to the fact that Hank is always going to underestimate her because she’s a woman. But this is– Hank has been holding her back, not because she’s a woman, but because she’s inadequate.

It burns, and she clenches her jaw, watches Scott Lang with grim, narrowed eyes. She hates her on sight, hates her for a thousand petty reasons that mix with a vague guilt that she refuses to acknowledge. Scott had stolen the suit, and she absolutely should be in jail for it. She looks afraid, trapped, and Hope’s hatred wavers–

Then Scott shouts, her voice shaky, “But I didn’t steal anything! I was returning something I stole!” and Hope decides that this idiot deserves everything that’s coming to her.

The new Ant-Man, her ass.
It’s an Ant-Man fic with a romance between Hope and f!Scott at its center, mostly told in missing scenes from the first movie. It’s really sweet and I absolutely adore it. My only problem is that now I’m left wanting more fic about a r63 Scott!

The Mistimed Bing by Siria
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Scott Lang/Jimmy Woo, rated T, 3.2k
"Oh, whoa, okay, wait, hold up." Scott came to a halt in the middle of the sidewalk, clutching his bag of tacos to his chest. "I think he actually was asking me out.” An absolutely adorable post-Ant-Man and the Wasp fic (ignoring the stinger scenes).

Favorite Mugs and Other Portents by Etnoe
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Maggie Lang/Scott Lang/Jim Paxton, rated T, 5.7k
The Lang-Paxton family had settled into a tradition of having at least one meal per week together. The bright side of house arrest is that there are no longer any issues about where to have it. An adorable post-CW get-together fic for these three. I love them so much!

Art



Mighty Hunter by DachOsmin
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Nick Fury & Goose

A delightful little bit of fanart of Fury & Goose, post-Captain Marvel.

Vids



Take A Hint by Fantastic Madness
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Marvel Ladies
This is an absolute jam and I love the clips used. One of my new favorite fanvids for sure.

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